This hood-ass girl from school came over yesterday after school; she’s got a grill and a nice ass, long dark hair. White girl with a fat ass, oh man, I’m so in love, she came over and we watched “Fargo.”

She’s real straight, I like chilling with her. We didn’t fuck, but it she let me finger her and she jerked me off. It was fun though, I actually like her. I can’t believe SHE has a grill and I don’t.

There’s this girl Erin in my third hour, she's so funny. I think she’s sick in the head too, and possibly an alcoholic. I’ll probably see her in a meeting a few years from now. Her titties are so big and juicy, I just wanna milk them. We talk about killing people and being passive aggressive. I’ve known her since middle school but I never really got to know her like that. Lucky for her I guess.

I’m wearing pinstripe pants, these white loafers I got from the flea market, a white collared shirt. 

I feel great.

So I’ve been talking to this hippie girl, California, for a few weeks… AHHH fuck I think
                                                                                                            cummed inside her…
                                                                                                                        fuckkkkk.

Whatever, okay. So I’ve been talking to her, she’s cool. She used to be a fuck up but now she just drinks and shit. I invite her over and then it hits me, I don’t know this girl's real name! Her Myspace name is California something but I don’t know what it actually is… So I have to pull the, “Spell your first name for me, I think I spelt it wrong in my phone.” Turns out her name is Danielle. Lmao.

When I got out of rehab, I hit her up and was just like, “Hey, want to fuck?” and she said she couldn’t cause she had a boyfriend. Later, I realized that I was really stupid for being so sleazy like that. I used to do that all the time. “Hey, we haven’t talked in person ever but want to fuck?” ::::sends dick pic::: ….Anyways we started talking. So when she came over I was expecting maybe a make out and finger fuck followed by a “I can’t just fuck you the first time we hung out.”

I put on Detroit Rock City (such a good movie), and 10 minutes into the movie we started making out hardcore. I was kinda hesitant cause she just got her wisdom teeth pulled. I begin to grab her tit when I feel a handful of plastic. Not plastic like a fake titty, no, it was straight up a sandwich bag.

I blurt out, “What the fuck?”
“Hahaha, oh that’s my weed.”

Homegirl had a half-eighth in her fuckin titty that she forgot about.

She was great. I like how she licked and spit in her hand and jerked me off like in “8 mile.”  I also liked how she cheered me on once I got inside her, “Oh yeah, harder, harder, harder, fuck me, Bryan you’re so amazing, ohh, Bryan, you’re so good.” I was looking at her really confused like, “Really? This is good? I'm not even doing anything? Are you sure?” I forgot what good sex was like since I’ve been wasting all my time with boring-ass Abigail, that fucking slut. God, I hate that bitch. 

But I didn’t jerk off before she came over because I didn’t think we were gunna fuck, I started fucking her and she kept cheering me on and talking dirty, “Fuck my tight pussy with your big cock, oh you fuck me so good.” It was so hot, I felt like I was going to cum so I was going to pull out and eat her pussy for a little but then she starts choking me, grabbing my neck. “Fuck me harder, Bryan!” and I FUCKING CAME after like two minutes. Oh god, I feel like such a fucking faggot. I pulled out and came on her stomach and just looked at her. She was disappointed. I figured we’d finish watching the movie and fuck again but she just grabbed her weed and left. That feisty little whore. 

She’s hot in a weird way, she wears DC skater shoes and no make up at all. She’s kind of a tomboy.

January 7th, 2009

I brought my English grade up to a B. I don’t know how I managed that. 

Gio and Jamaica are out of FRC. I’m going to try and hang out with them today. Gio is staying at a halfway house, God willing they’ll stay clean.

Jamaica is cool as fuck. Every time I brought in the meetings to FRC, we’d talk for a while. It’s crazy to see him, he’s taller than me, like 6’2.” He got so fat in jail, he used to be skinny. I don’t know anyone that gets fat in jail, they don’t feed you shit.