I fucked Sam yesterday. It kinda grossed me out. Her house smells like dogs and bird food. I fucked her on the couch. I nutted in my hand and didn’t know where to put it, so I just wiped it on the couch when she wasn’t looking and rubbed it in. Hahahha. Then her friend came over and sat right in the same spot! I took the movies I let her borrow and left in a hurry.

James moved into Gio’s halfway house. I took them to a meeting last night.

James looked high.

March 25th, 2009

New diary.

Bout to go into the gym. I feel amazing.

I saw her at the gym today…

March 26th, 2009

6:26am

I couldn’t sleep so I got a Monster at the gas station and now I’m parked at Vista View Park. I can’t remember the last time I saw the sunrise.

…and I’m listening to Biggie Smalls.

Last time I came up here, I was smoking crack with Amy.

“Oh how the tables have turned.”

I was at this exact spot, crouched down hitting the glass stem. I swore people down the hill in the trailer were watching me with binoculars.

The sun was taking too long… I left.

I haven’t fucked Abigail in like four months, I should get a key tag for that.

I don’t sleep that good, but it’s a lot better than where I was a year ago.

Gio, Sean and I are starting a meeting on commercial and Dixie. It’s called “The Best Meeting Ever.” I named it. Everyone said it was stupid but I guess it's so stupid, they liked it. Sean wants to turn it into a clubhouse with a bunch of meetings. That would be sick, but the location is scummy. On the way to go see it, Gio kept saying how cheap the rent was. We pulled into this pink tiny building with black tinted windows next to a tiny one-room church. We walk up and I look down. “Gio, is that a bullet hole in the window?”
“Yeah man, I told you the rent is CHEAP.”

I laughed.

My sponsee brother is giving me a medallion at the 7 o'clock meeting.